well i finally decided to post something outside of the medicational or star trek journal for once. california is obscene expensive. i miss the pluthera of $600 one bedrooms in vegas with their virtually no questions asked applications. trying to build a life here is trying. i still don't know if i can finish my two classes at a college here. the farthest i have gotten is an appointment with a phone counselor weeks from now.... that's education though. i also miss my cat so much that when I pet strangers animals to feel better I get so happy about it they think I'm crazy and am going to kidnap their pet. starbucks is well, a job. but at least i am busy and can save up some money. I also realized that except for neguiel, who is mad at me, I don't really have any good friends here. this is getting depressing.