there is something stuck in my head.

Thanks Adam!

2004-07-16T02:41:10Z

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Clothes:	You dress like a wanna-be magical girl.
Powers:	Psychic powers
Special Features:	Elf ears
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Attitude:	Extremely smart, very quiet.
Weapon:	Over-sized paper fan.

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jennmadethis @ 2004-06-29T12:14:00

2004-06-29T19:17:11Z

I finally saw 9/11 yesterday...really good. Too bad it got an R rating though. But I can understand why. I was curious though why Abdul Henderson, the marine who helps Moore attempt to "recruit" congressman's sons into the marines, was still a marine himself if he was so clearly disheartened by his experience in Iraq. But then again I guess you can't just quit the Marines without being dishonorably discharged. Any thoughts?

jennmadethis @ 2004-06-24T17:24:00

2004-06-25T00:25:46Z

Dear paul,

I'm sorry I didn't call you back or go to your book signing but I am crazy. very crazy. it meant a lot to me that you would sign and give me a copy of your book but you won't ever know that because i sabatoge most of my chances to make meaningful connections with others because i am crazy and socially scared shitless. i think you are awesome and it is my loss that we won't be friends. especially now since i accidentally deleted your number on my phone and you will clearly never call me again after how rude i was.

Jenn

jennmadethis @ 2004-06-22T19:16:00

2004-06-23T02:20:06Z

Thanks for making my day. Torian is an unusual name. Personally, it is always good to take off your sunglasses when you talk to someone. Especially a stranger. I couldn't keep eye contact and I'm sure that affected your decision. I could bury myself in the ashes from the bridges I have burnt. But maybe it's not too late. Thanks for making my day, again.

jennmadethis @ 2004-06-11T17:38:00

2004-06-12T00:37:07Z

jennmadethis @ 2004-06-11T17:26:00

2004-06-12T00:33:35Z

well i finally decided to post something outside of the medicational or star trek journal for once. california is obscene expensive. i miss the pluthera of $600 one bedrooms in vegas with their virtually no questions asked applications. trying to build a life here is trying. i still don't know if i can finish my two classes at a college here. the farthest i have gotten is an appointment with a phone counselor weeks from now.... that's education though. i also miss my cat so much that when I pet strangers animals to feel better I get so happy about it they think I'm crazy and am going to kidnap their pet. starbucks is well, a job. but at least i am busy and can save up some money. I also realized that except for neguiel, who is mad at me, I don't really have any good friends here. this is getting depressing.

baby steps

2004-05-13T22:31:07Z

it's been ions since I posted! Off to Vegas tomorrow for my fake graduation (aka.. going to ceremony but still have classes to finish). The only thing I'm looking forward to is seeing my friend. I miss Vegas a lot. I miss my animals more. I just miss. I forgot how to post messages that make sense really.

Hi bill!

bust

2004-04-30T20:13:44Z

Hi yah.

2004-04-28T20:51:40Z

Since I was booted from the Armenian community for having an opinion, I am posting these links in my regular journal since I have some Armenian friends here anyway. Also, a new, more tolerant Armenian community will be starting soon... thanks to a very cool chick and my new LJ friend. Will update!

Latest, coolest site: http://www.fastforarmenia.org

:)

slim fast is devil juice.

2004-03-25T23:46:37Z

i am running out of will power. i already had cookies today. i feel like i am in a bad after school special. i know i will be happier once i lose weight but that won't matter if i am so thouroghly depressed by that time that i don't care how much i weigh. blah blah blah .....

how funny

2004-03-23T07:26:17Z

Furnulum pani nolo.
"I don't want a toaster."
Generally, things (like this quiz) tend to tick you
off. You have contemplated doing grievous
bodily harm to door-to-door salesmen.

Which Weird Latin Phrase Are You?
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how funny, because i really don't want a toaster.

jennmadethis @ 2004-03-20T13:37:00

2004-03-20T21:39:04Z

going to Opium tonight with Tiff... getting over my social anxiety one step at a time. goes in spurts like most of my major problems. bought a new outfit.

i learned how to make my mac homepage work.. so now i can post pics and slideshows and stuff. fun. *coming soon* :)

Looking For Sissy Hankshaw, for Tom Robbins

2004-03-20T21:12:49Z

Because he loved her/he looked for her/wherever he could/on every street he knew/and twice/on the ones he didn't/she was real/even though she was a piece of fiction/a character/a girl another man had sketched/in his mind and/probably loved too/on some level/but not as much as him/certainly/because he made her alive/and that counted for more/than any fiction/so he looked/and kept looking/stopping under lamp posts/especially/in the hopes of a glimpse/of her gorgeous thumbs/standing proudly/under the bright light/while taking requests/from strangers/it was then/that he would imagine her/waiting for him/waiting to drop her thumbs down/into the safety of her coat pockets/while climbing into the back of his truck/them leaving together/him and Sissy Hankshaw/showing everyone that she was real/and might even have been looking/for him too.

If only my eyelids were paper weights.

2004-03-19T10:19:18Z

sorry folks... it's another "I can't sleep" entry. tried clipping my cats nails and had to break out the neosporin for my wounds. have to take him to the vet tomorrow anyway... ordered a copy of David of Sassoun from a rare book website. Want to do my final epic paper on that. cleaned my apartment a little but it's still dirty. welcome to the world of having three cats. washed my hair. added my website to search engines. ate, talked on aim. sorry, i really am trying to put myself to sleep, not you. ahrhggg. anger in the brain.

never would have thunk it.

2004-03-18T23:08:29Z

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Your Place

2004-03-17T17:31:20Z

i had a nightmare i was stuffed inside your mattress/squished face up/wine and pea stained cotton polyester/itching my eyeballs/my elbows and knees shoved into the lumpy grooves/fingers and toes caught in the lining/of a bed you've wet since the second grade./this must be why you never noticed me/ my muffled pleas silenced by potentally hazardous material/and your overwhelming desire to forget./ meanwhile, you still sleeep face up/ and compain of the aches in your body everyday/while I wait/almost unconscious/for you to turn around and face me./

Midgets

2004-03-17T17:04:52Z

I'm going to see midgets tonight! Yeah! Maybe that will get me through my test tonight....

Help, I lost my friend.

2004-03-15T23:23:34Z

oh where oh were is Alice in Wonderland? not a post in ions. *sad face*

trying to ignore stuff by taking surveys

2004-03-15T01:36:51Z

day at school:	cried like a little girl. Well, I WAS a little girl.
kiss:	tasted like a freakin' ashtray.
girlfriend/boyfriend:	see above.
time getting high:	almost hit by a train.
time drinking:	like i can remember that.
date:	see above.
time having sex:	Paul.
time you asked someone out:	pimples.
time you ate sea food:	dad's work. waitresses made it special.
time getting in trouble for something really big:	pills.
detention:	yeah.. oh yeah.
time getting a filling:	last year.
fist fight:	like i can remember that.
time you cut yourself:	12
questioned existance:	on a cruise to mexico. too long of a story.

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who needs sleep anyway.

2004-03-14T08:55:34Z

~~get out of my head or i'll pill you to death.~~

quiz time

2004-03-14T07:01:17Z

Your Energy is Orange. Restless at times, you are
a very focused self starter. People with orange
energy are organized, inspirational and design
concious. You are confident in your abilities
and like to be in control.

You would make a good architect, teacher, designer,
or entreprenuer.

What color is your energy?
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Amy

2004-03-13T07:58:49Z

needs to call me and tell me what's up with the new guy. i must live vicariously through someone! call me.

Dear Tiffany

2004-03-12T23:10:14Z

I'm really sorry I forgot about the show. I will totally pay you for the ticket. I never meant to hurt your feelings. I would never do that on purpose! I would be mad at me too... I'm lucky you still ask me out at all with my painful aversion to anything social. But you are always really undestanding about it. I'm sorry again and I hope you forgive me! Jenn

Tinkerbelly

2004-03-11T23:03:31Z

i like making stuff it's fun. this is my latest clock! yeah... it's a clock baby!

http://www.cafeshops.com/jennmadethis

lol

2004-03-11T06:45:05Z

I'm pretty damn hard core! Fear me!